Sunday, December 28, 2003
im supposed to sleep at 0030 tonight. mom wants me to sleep earlier every night by half an hour.
Saturday, December 27, 2003
woke up at 7. had breakfast. played gb till 12. had lunch. went to watch lotr at cine orchard. went to shop for chi new year clothes (with mom). went home. had dinner. played gb. got interrupted by mom.
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
i woke up at 530 this morning thx to a phucking mosquito. blechh.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
kaes, i gotta go sleep now. or around now. wtvr.
i dont feel like blogging today.
Sunday, December 14, 2003
ow. im aching everywhere thx to that run. heh. havent been running in a loong time. o wells. my thighs hurt when i walk. lol. anyway, i gotta start sleeping earlier. going on holiday to cambodia from the 17th to 22nd. gotta leave the house at 6am, which means getting up at 530. sooo.... im kinda screwed. haha. but who cares. mom dont even know that im up here on the comp. she thinks im asleep liao. heh.
Friday, December 12, 2003
okay, i juz spent 2 hours on my guitar trying to play here without you with the help of my BRILLIANT sis. she juz came back from sydney. =D
Thursday, December 11, 2003
and im still awake!
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
pple say im nuts, sleeping at four, and getting up at seven.
Saturday, December 06, 2003
down and out
Thursday, December 04, 2003
i dont care if no one notices me.
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
god, im beat. have been sleeping at three and getting up at seven for the past two days. *yawn*. im going to sleep now.
Monday, December 01, 2003
mhm. im feeling tired today. slept at two and woke up at seven. i finished another thousand piece puzzle. =D. my forth one i completed so far. finished this one in abt a week, cuz it was rather easy. did maths hw, then went to play gunbound. fun. =D. helped mom and auntie in the garden. sawed down a thickthick branch of the mango tree cuz it was gettin in the way. and i broke it off. =D. btw, the branch's abt as thick as ur waist. thats how thick it is. and its friggin heavy. i was sorta sittin on it, hoping that as mom sawed it, id break it off. and i wasnt paying much attention. so.. i suddenly heard cracking and i hit the ground. lol. good thing the mango tree was short. yup. and guess what. today was a totally italian day for me. foodwise, at least. had speghetti for lunch. and then a slice of pizza at abt 1630. and had lasagna at suntec for dinner. lol. totally cool.
but mom never knows what i do in the dead of night..
etched at 12:09 AM
hell, today isnt right. maybe its cuz of the fight i had with mom. maybe its cuz of my two freaking ulcers. its probably cuz i played too much comp. ah, wtf. im a screwed up kid, in a screwed up world, living a screwed up life. thank god i dont have screwed up friends, or id be living in a screwed up hell.
yknow, ive always hated christmas. thats cuz it signifies the end of the hols. lol, the only time i looked forward to schl was in pri 5 and 6. dont ask why. i juz liked schl those days. the post psle days were prolly the best. the best times ive ever had. total control over the schl. well, sorta. i remember me and everyone playing five stones. =D. im still the best guy in 6C at fivestones. dont yall think so? ahahah. as for sec schl, its totally screwed up. teachers dont give a phuck. "you're taking the exam, not me." on the other hand, pschl teachers are doing their best and giving us remedials and stuff, cuz they treat us like their children; a lot closer. and i hated those xtra lessons. i thought the teacher was being a moron. im so immature. sec schl life is phucked up. you do smth wrong and ur phucked. seriously, totally. call parents, yellow forms, pink forms. what phuckery that is. and i thought sec schl would be so much better than pschl. looks like mom was right about pschl being the best days. sigh...
o well, whats past is past. its time to move on to the screweder up part of my life. before i know it, id be sitting for o levels. then a levels. and then i wonder if ill make it to jc. no wait, you take a levels at jc. lol. and im starting to slack at such an incredible rate, it spooks me out. i juz cant seem to concentrate anymore. is this normal? or am i abnormal. i think its me. everyone at schl's getting better, smarter. and im struggling. esp chi. sigh. i need help. but theres no one! ahaha.
grant me a clear vision and light my path.
grant me courage to face my difficulty.
grant me hope and uplift my morale.
grant me strength so i can persevere.
someone, please help me. seriously.
etched at 1:02 AM
heck, wtvr. i dont feel like blogging
bye.
etched at 8:54 AM
gonna have to wake up at 530, cuz we're leaving at 600.
till the 22nd,
byeeee.
etched at 10:30 PM
all i can say is,
ive been online the whole day.
ciaos~
etched at 12:53 AM
gotta go anyway, ciaos~
etched at 2:42 AM
so, for 2 whole hours, i only managed to play the first two lines of the song. LOL. im hopeless, arent i. anyways, its getting a bit late? so, ima go off now. gotta wake up at 630. gonna jog with sis to west coast park and back.
till tmr, ciaos~
etched at 3:09 AM
i dont think there's much point in sleeping now, is there?
lol.
ciaos anyway~
etched at 5:13 AM
okay, so i am.
but i dont feel tired atall
im getting spooked myself.
*shrug*
etched at 1:36 AM
cut and bruised
tortured and suffered
tattered and torn
slashed and burned
hated and killed
bringing it to the extreme
i'll take it beyond the limit.
etched at 1:45 AM
i juz want you to notice me.
etched at 1:27 AM
till then, ta~
etched at 1:29 AM
mhm.. its raining. o well. have a good day. cya.
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